-crossroads, better form of "limbo" perhaps-

yesterday went to ball.. was very surprised to see 2 pple there, but i guess it will be rather lonely without them.. woteva la, i suibian lo. some ahpeks wanted to play with us, so i guess must be frenly ma. anyway they no court. we play tournament style. then i dun rmbr le, i noe i purposely play rough with ahpek cos he so old still act seh ma.. sarah tried to steal ball i tink, but she failed then crash her head on the floor. i never said anything, but my heart sank.. i had a bad feeling abt tat.. she hold her head even more scary lo.. but luckily nth more than a balukut.. sumtimes hor, u wun feel as scared when ur own head knock rather than other pple head leh, but then lucky everyth still oke.. after tat, they left then we play together, tat seemed to be the happiest part..

why do i always blog when i cant make up my mind over something? i notice this continuing tendency to blog. perhaps i shud just press alt+f4 n prepare for my physics viva.. nah maybe not. tis thing is forcing itself to pour out..

i tried very hard to forget.. but i dunno why, im afraid to get into another again. at least give me some time. but sometimes hor, things in ur life happen so fast. if u dun say it today, u are a goner tml. how sure am i tat u will wait? how sure am i tat i wun find myself knocking my head into a D24 durian? i learnt many things from tis.. but will the same thing happen again? my gut feel tells me it will.. my heart tells me it wun.. who do i listen to?

i go study le =)

sanctuary
|7:35 PM|

-sine-curve heart-

so many things happened tis few days.. i ask, why must god give me hope 1 day n take it all away? anyway guys i relli tink we tried our best for interclass, can relli see our fourK spirit clearly.. i guess its back to studies but im in a sorta holiday mood now.. dun even feel like flipping thru the bio textbook. i noe i will regret it but who cares?

sometimes my heart is like a landslide.. its so hard to make a decision. im afraid of the future, but i dunwan to be forever like now.. i need to see the world. there's nothing holding onto me now, but i dunno if i climb out of the hole, will i fall into an endless entity? everytime i needed something to light up my life, it never came from where i wanted.. instead wot i got was letdown after letdown.. maybe it was intended all along.. i never know, n probably never want to find out..

i wish god will give me light. i dunwan to regret my decisions, how many can i make in my life?

sanctuary
|7:45 AM|

-my dream..-

tis few days get to slack so good.. i feel like i'm neglecting the blog..

i'm living in a dream, i dare not look forward, i dare not think back.. its like, things are so happy now... but i never wanted to look back, i dunwan to plunge into the past. i want to live in the present, everything's so rosy n sunny now.. so much for my murmurings... if u can guess wot im talking abt gd.. if not dun bother..

today cms talk abt politics for two whole period. next time he shud join PAP la. wot a good speaker. i relli xian mu his ability to speak chi for so long.. everyth else was average.. genotype, phenotype, codominant, incomplete dominance - i relli dun unds abt heredity.. my mouth always so open during lesson.. its not cos i want to yawn, but cos i dun unds.. mus study le..

interaction period was a disaster.. totally no control, like helpless liddat.. then before cindy go she give up le, made it even worse for me.. i dread interaction period now lo.. aiya.. look forward la.. hope next week a miracle will happen =) ill need it..

tat's all.. mus rmbr to update tml

sanctuary
|4:56 AM|

-hssrp over =)-

tis few months i very busy. sorry, i noe u guys missed me blogging n all, but tis post shall be nice k? hssrp over le.. i used to want it to end, but i dunno after it ends whether ill miss it or not.. seriously, i miss the times we spent rushing the paper n research together. though we quarrelled n had shortcomings, ill never forget my experiences with u guys. thanks sb for giving me the courage n help to carry on. sorry u had to do so much of the work for me

my physics quite flop again.. dunno why liddat.. 2nd time le.. my carelessness playing tricks with me.. aiya.. super sian.. today got summer chem, lucky mrs shu help me out abit =)

i dunno why sometimes im so lost without u. i want to turn to someone, but im afraid u are busy. then other times im tooo busy to call.. perhaps tat is how things will be but no matter wot i will never give up my dream. one day our dream will come true =) lucky i have my wonderful frens

i want do quiz le =) wait awhile hors

sanctuary
|7:45 AM|

-balldinner-

yesterday was fun. went to play ball. to tink of it, actually play not bad. better than wot i expect myself normally. but then hor, got 1 guy super seh. so dominating. wish i was like him sia. lol can only wish, he seems quite nice la. after tat found 3 big holes in my socks. damn, another one to throw away. dunno if can wear again

went for dinner at sumo house later. its quite nice but we shud have change table la. so bloody cold.. lol but dinner was warm la dunno how somebody could tolerate cold food.. shiver until need pple help to cut, like little boyboy liddat. after eating went to change shoe, cos leg damn pain barefoot. still got pic with different shoes lol. walk arnd bedok int then finally found wot we wanted. hope u enjoy ur camp =) went home after tat quite late. lucky my leg dun hurt anymore

sanctuary
|6:55 PM|

-boring day-

i look ahead to 5 boring days. but i tink quite lucky le

saturday went for mr fongs wedding. its so nice to see 2 pple happily married together. both living in their fairytale. such blissful happiness. caught the magical moment when they 2 kiss. lols quite sweet, but i think the ceremony a bit long. wot a happy ending =) our dream will come true too. rite

went to esther bday after tat. roamed around buying present. saw the 4h pple but they didnt see me =( hardly noticable boy eh. must be i too short le.. sometimes being short might be a fortune ;) bought the present for her. seriously, though didnt put much thought into it, i hope u like the present. btw happy bday! heard yijing also 13 le. happy bday to u too! =) may ur dreams n wishes come true. went cycling for awhile but frevently refused to rollerblade. not i dunwan but later kena hurt not nice. got my wallet at suntec. relli had a nice time shopping. never feel liddat before in a long time. whatever decision u make, its ur choice. actually abit young, but ahboy want u follow ur heart

maybe i shud do a new round of quizzes. wot do u tink?

sanctuary
|5:21 PM|

-end of spree-

You Are Chunky Monkey Ice Cream

Truthfully, you're too spazzy to be chunky - you cheeky monkey!

i like ice cream =) wot flavour is tat? is it nice. ah sumbody can treat me *hint hint*

sanctuary
|7:22 AM|

-quiz (4)-

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romanceYou love to kiss under the stars or by the seaThe perfect kiss involves the perfect moodIt's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

lol the feelings impt la. every kiss must be perfect =) enough of suggestive quizzes. lets do more normal ones

sanctuary
|7:18 AM|

-quiz (3)-

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

i not tat seh la.. cant express myself with words.. how come all this quizes all so screwed? talking, sms-ing, msn woteva all very fun though. open up then can talk mah

sanctuary
|7:05 AM|

--

Your Birth Month is January

You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you. Your soul reflects: deep love, fascination with life, and a distinctive persona Your gemstone: Garnet Your flower: Snowdrop Your colors: Black, dark red, and dark blue

i like blue leh =) lol where got strong? i feel weak.. haha live life to the fullest. jan is a nice month. serious

sanctuary
|7:00 AM|

-quiz (2)-

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

i wish i was liddat. then dun have to worry abt doing the wrong things le.. i only serious when it relli means sth to me.. so many mistakes in my lifee.. i regret all of them =(

sanctuary
|6:57 AM|

-quizzing spree-

You Are Snow

Magical yet potentially destructiveYou are well known as fun to play withPeople anticipate your arrival but then are quickly sick of you You are best known for: your serenity Your dominant state: reflecting

so true, but my best frens wun be sick of me rite? i need you =)

sanctuary
|6:52 AM|

-lord of the boredom-

sorry the novelty of blogging was wearing off the last few days. too busy perhaps. lord of the flies is boring.. i had nothing to do today so read lo. tis few days very happy, all thanks to my wonderful frens. my results begin to have some hope. thanks for help me math n being there when i needed it =) so nice to have a fresh start to the new year

maybe i shud do some quizzes. dunno wot to say le. last week of sch, yet my holiday still so free. i wan go watch movie leh

sanctuary
|4:06 AM|

.L-i-n-k-s.

*annabel
*amelia
*cherie
*cindy
*colin
*eddy
*geneve
*jinghui
*judy
*lihui
*mengshuen
*samantha
*samuel
*selina
*taxy
*terence
*xianghong
*yingxian
*yunshan
*yuntong
*zara
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